dear korean dudes

yes

i am back from turkey :)

was awesome, turkey's history is really interesting but really dude, what i basically saw mostly in turkey were rocks and ruins :P

but it was definitely a great holiday

lol all the time on the flight i was searching for super junior's album but all they got was 2ne1 n 2pm, :( darn

so, yeah, i dont really know what to say to all of these super junior controversies right now. i mean, when i really think about why hankyung wants a new contract, then seriously, GOOD FOR HIM. it is such a HORRID contract, the dude is getting sick because of it and come on, this is hankyung we're talking about

he's one of the fittest members, if he's sick, then think bout the other members. i think the other members are, at one point, realizing that they are being mistreated and trust me, ALL OF THEM KNOW THAT. especially members who are smart enough to ensure that they dont slave away for sm, like heechul or kibum

but leeteuk, eunhyuk, shindong, hankyung do it anyway

i do notice that younger members are readily defending sm because to think about it, their contract offers a lot of benefit to them. members who are in it for the pure fact for the love of singing like kyuhyun, yesung, ryeowook, sungmin are noticeably quiet.

its because in their point of view, sm has offered them so much. all these 4 guys ever wanted is to sing and write songs and sm is giving them that and they dont mind it.

guys like donghae, siwon must notice the burden the members carry, they themselves being made puppets for commercials almost everywhere.

but the point is that leeteuk is much more matured in thinking in terms that he has accepted a long time ago that this is what he wants to do and he will not stop doing it, even if he gets hospitalized for it countless number of times(dear god leeteuk, would you please just take care of yourself) so he does not complain. plus, he's a leader.

additional plus, do you see how much fame and recognition leeteuk is getting nowadays.

on the opposite side however, hankyung never really understood what he was getting himself into. he's chinese and it was definitely tough to break into the korean pop industry and all these stuff about snsd totally anti-ing hankyung, i'm not saying they're true but i'm just saying, they're a bunch of girls, bit of bitching's gonna happen

to add to that, when super junior m came along, hankyung got to perform in his hometown, because whatever it is, the dude loves his country and he's much more comfortable in china activities. he speaks fluently, which is a big plus for him after all the teasing he gets in korea. and then the dude noticed something

china loves him back.

from his point of view, there is most definitely a future for him in china. but sm contracts forbids him from going on forwards and 13 years proves to be too long for him. everybody who knows hankyung, knows he's very down to earth and a very gentle guy and he's very much the marrying type and come onlahhh, i'm sure the guy wants to get married before he turns 35

kyuhyunnie is another case where the dude himself is a very opinionated person. that whats so hot about him, is that he's so mature and he's very clever in making sure nobody really knows what he's really thinking. the way he writes too, very heavily crypted. god, its so hot. :P

looking at how kyuhyun got into the industry, again, like leeteuk, he knew what he was getting himself into and from listening to the 3rd album, its obvious that kyuhyun wants a singing career real badly and trust me, he will. sm will ensure of that because they do notice the talent that kry n sungmin has over the other guys when it comes to singing. you notice, these guys are not overworked too much like the other members are. they dont get huge dancing gigs, they dont have to get huge responsibilities like the other members

kyuhyun does not understand because he himself is not at the same position as hankyung.

so yes, hankyung, i support you

and yes, kyuhyun, i understand where you're coming from

and for the sake of your brotherhood, i only hope that you guys will forever be 13 guys who want to be with each other and care for each other

im not saying they should get it over with and super junior should just return, happily skipping along the stage, like nothing happened

no

what i'm saying is that i hope you guys can work together to overcome this problem and do whatever you want to do afterwards. because what matters now is not the shows, the concerts or the fanmeetings, what matters now for you guys is your friendship

on a happier note, :) i love my family :D

and i'm gonna really miss my sister :( but i know its all gonna be alright

till then, i'll have faith that true brotherhood will prevail