OMG OMG OMG

no suju, thank YOU

boy looks good in white

like alia said, its cool, but its scary too. :( i want to be part of the sapphire blue seaa

................................ :) oh yes, i love solo shots like these

self portrait. whoevers phone it was that took the pic, girl, u better keep that until forever

just got back from the worst traffic jam ever, in a lifetime.

if you ever wanted to head to penang for the weekend, please, dont come back to kl on a sunday evening, PLEASE. the jam was HORRIFIC. there were so many cars, and the thing is that the jam is actually caused by how many cars there were around. millions of cars, jam packed together, turning two lanes into 4 lanes.

ah, the miracle of malaysian drivers

it took us 4 HOURS just to get to KUALA KANGSAR, not even IPOH, it was just freakin kk, and my dad got so pissy, he just suggested for us to stay the night somewhere in kuala kangsar and that what we tried to do. found this small resort, went in and the guy was like

dah full dah, sorry

GRRRR. guess we werent the only one who had the idea of staying the night. then we were like, oh okay then, can we just have dinner here then. went into the restaurant and the guy was like

dah nak tutup dah, sorry

I SWEAR TO YOU, my family looked like they were going to eat to poor guy.

found a convenient inn, slept there and then came back. urggghhh. i tell youlaahhhh. my aunt lagi kesian, what with her 3 small kids in the car. and my other aunt who took a bus from penang at 6 pm yesterday, arrived at kl 6 am today O.O

anyway, on a lighter note,

OMFG

SUPER JUNIOR WERE IN THAILAND

THAILAND O.O wtffffffff

THEY'RE SOO CLOSE *reaches in to grab*

T.T PLEASSSSEEEEE, just come to malaysia, it gives me great satisfaction to know that you're hereeeeeeee

:( but its kinda sad cuz kangin's not there, and i can kinda feel the members feeling a bit upset about that. i'm sure they are. and well, kibum is as always, a no show

but omg, kyuhyun did the cutest thing ever, he actually went to the fans, took one of them punya handphone and did a self potrait and camwhored with it and then gave it back

*hyperventilates*

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

i mean, admit it, if any of your fave singers did that, you would just DIE wouldnt you

GAHHHHHHHHHHH

*melts over the hotness of the 2nd last picture

haihhhhh..... MARRY ME already kyuhyun<3

oh oh only for kyu

kyuhyun... neorago ;)

super junior for SPAO. it kinda funny how they're arranged like doll like manner, they were like this for the album cover too. and the whol photoshoot was kinda funny, especially the one where siwon, hankyung, donghae n kyuhyun were like wearing jock outfits, with kyu wearing glasses, that was like whaaaat.

heys

sister is back from college :D yay

not doing anythng much since she's all jetlag and sleeping for like 5 hours, so been doing some crossstich and listening to suju, the obsession that my sister can never understand. seriously, she was so freaked out that i liked an asian boyband group

so yeah, just gonna be posting suju stuff up, cuz well, they make me happy and i need happiness right now

this has been a mindless drabble of suju images. thank you.

i really love her

heys

went back to penang this weekend. we decided to go back for my grandmother who's not doing so well nowadays and the whole family decided on gathering together for her. so yeah, everything was okay, you know how much i love my time with my crazy family.

then she got really weak, i mean, really really weak and she herself felt herself going away so we all gathered around her, comforting her, assisting her in anyway possible, in my case, crying my face off while reading yasin. this went on for 2 hours and i, saw my entire family holding her hands, asking for forgiveness and thanking her for her love.

then evening came and she felt better. leaving the whole family to our thoughts.

i dont know what to feel

on one hand, i really hoped for her to be there when i got married, when my sister got married, when i had my kids, when my sister had my kids just so she could meet my husband, meet my sister's kids.

on the other hand, i have to let go soon.

i had the worst headache after cying so much on sunday. there's really not much to say. but i'm better now. making fun of twilight and my love life has lightened up the mood. thanks alia, ikmalina, sofia :P

god, if you're there, love her

care for her

love her just as much as she loved her 10, yes TEN CHILDREN.

care for her just as much as she cared for her 25 grandchildren, her 8 sons&daughtersinlaw, her friends, her relatives and most of all, her husband.

love her just as much as she loved you

O.O i'm bored

spent a few hours preparing to give back the textbooks

i was erasing my crazy scribbles of notes on the textbooks and then there was like

SO MANY

O.O i was like, oh crap, i DO pay attention in class xD

so i was like, you know what, the hell with this lah, the kid after me is gonna have fun going thru my notes.

so, future form 4 who is getting my book next year,

i offer you my apologies

haih, watched suju lately and saw kangin on one of those episodes where they meet up with their friend's nephew. T.T he's so good with kids. gaaahhhh. god i hope he'll come back soon, he's on a hiatus from appearing in public and its like :( i dont have a bear-like kangin to look at. haih.

went out with shy yesterday, we basically skimmed thru curve, ikano and cineplex xD it was lots of fun though. never short of anything to talk about. got meself some shirts :D

i LOVE you brands outlet

urgh if this is how the holidays r gonna be like, then i'm doomed but good thing is my sis is coming back in a few weeks, so yay! oh n new moon's coming out, and i've promised 3 parties that i'd watch it with them

1. syaz, alia, mel, shy, hawa n the gang

(anti-twilight level : SUPER MEGA HIGH)

2. sister

(anti-twilight level: MEGA HIGH)

3. steph

(anti-twilight level: SUPER HIGH)

aaahhhh, i'm gonna have a good time making fun of this movie :)

to my friends

this morning, i found out that a close friend of my friends has recently passed away.

i am truly sorry for her lost and offer my condolences to anyone who knew her

i understand the pain of losing a friend

i myself lost a friend only a few years back, it was a huge shock to me and even though i wasnt close to her, i was still overwhelmed and i felt great deal of sadness and grief for her. i cant imagine what her close friends must have felt.

i know how it feels to lose someone

but i also know the strength that all of my friends have and i know we will get through this together. the strength of our friendship will get us through this.

for now, just remember the good memories you had with her and just remember how much a good friend she was to you.

i'm sorry i couldnt have been a friend of hers and got to know her better.

be strong you guys. i'll always be there if you need me.

free as a bird in a bigger cage

:D
exams are over. i really want to know what i got for all of them, truthfully but urgh, i really hate this whole get your results after holidays thing. i'm just gonna drag my sister with me to go get the papers from school after 2 weeks i guess

:D omg and yay!
my sisters coming back next week next week. yay and we can watch malay horror flicks and stuff ourselves with bubble tea!!! god i miss her so much, i cant wait for her to come back, i really miss her. she's so much fun to be around and i basically dont have anyone around to talk to when i'm at home. i mean, you know talk bout ridiculous stuff, not the academically driven talks with my mom or futuredreams driven convos with my dad -.-

i think he's starting to plan out my life after spm already. he already searched in for IMU

O.O

gah thinking about all this has made me worry even more for the future. been in exam mode for complete 2 weeks, i'm really happy that i've covered with the whole syllabus but worried cuz i'm not so good at answering the questions T.T urggghhh

god am i babbling away or what

:D oh and omg yay!

the school mag's out. i'm so proud of it, it took so much hard work, LOTS of tears, LOTS of frustration, and urgh so much miscommunication, and its finally here! yay! its so colourful O.O and omg people, the pic of me in sidang redaksi photo is photoshopped ok, my head is not that big in real life





to those who dont like the magazine,

:D :D :D S.T.F.U. why dont u try editing the magazine for once ?

well, exams are over and yet, i still dont feel free. i still feel trapped in school work. *shrugs* will be planning out revision timetable and of course, outings with friends, from both kl n penang :P

and omg
what is up with people and this whole gedikgirl thing? why are u people paying so much bloody attention to her? she obviously takde kerja lain, and ure just spoonfeeding her with the cbox spamming (which i enjoy, dont get me wrong) but 'i'm gonna kill you gg' ......-.- seriously? now u sound macam takde kerja lain. kena ke bunuh orang? hang takkan takde homework ke nak buat?



yes, gg cbox has made my penang accent come out :D

lol

and to those people who send in the stuff to be published on the blog, those r the real bitches weih. i mean like, how LOW n PATHETIC is that. haihhh what is the teenage worldgoing into these days
:) well thats it for me now.


ohhh suju free post! :D

owwhh.... oh well, i tried ;)

study study study suju D: #2

yes

i have officially broken my vow not to post anything until after exams

for super junior m

:P their new vid, for blue tomorrow. gah the song's so sad

T.T *virtually hugs kyuhyun*

i will love you forever too kyu