dear korean dudes

yes

i am back from turkey :)

was awesome, turkey's history is really interesting but really dude, what i basically saw mostly in turkey were rocks and ruins :P

but it was definitely a great holiday

lol all the time on the flight i was searching for super junior's album but all they got was 2ne1 n 2pm, :( darn

so, yeah, i dont really know what to say to all of these super junior controversies right now. i mean, when i really think about why hankyung wants a new contract, then seriously, GOOD FOR HIM. it is such a HORRID contract, the dude is getting sick because of it and come on, this is hankyung we're talking about

he's one of the fittest members, if he's sick, then think bout the other members. i think the other members are, at one point, realizing that they are being mistreated and trust me, ALL OF THEM KNOW THAT. especially members who are smart enough to ensure that they dont slave away for sm, like heechul or kibum

but leeteuk, eunhyuk, shindong, hankyung do it anyway

i do notice that younger members are readily defending sm because to think about it, their contract offers a lot of benefit to them. members who are in it for the pure fact for the love of singing like kyuhyun, yesung, ryeowook, sungmin are noticeably quiet.

its because in their point of view, sm has offered them so much. all these 4 guys ever wanted is to sing and write songs and sm is giving them that and they dont mind it.

guys like donghae, siwon must notice the burden the members carry, they themselves being made puppets for commercials almost everywhere.

but the point is that leeteuk is much more matured in thinking in terms that he has accepted a long time ago that this is what he wants to do and he will not stop doing it, even if he gets hospitalized for it countless number of times(dear god leeteuk, would you please just take care of yourself) so he does not complain. plus, he's a leader.

additional plus, do you see how much fame and recognition leeteuk is getting nowadays.

on the opposite side however, hankyung never really understood what he was getting himself into. he's chinese and it was definitely tough to break into the korean pop industry and all these stuff about snsd totally anti-ing hankyung, i'm not saying they're true but i'm just saying, they're a bunch of girls, bit of bitching's gonna happen

to add to that, when super junior m came along, hankyung got to perform in his hometown, because whatever it is, the dude loves his country and he's much more comfortable in china activities. he speaks fluently, which is a big plus for him after all the teasing he gets in korea. and then the dude noticed something

china loves him back.

from his point of view, there is most definitely a future for him in china. but sm contracts forbids him from going on forwards and 13 years proves to be too long for him. everybody who knows hankyung, knows he's very down to earth and a very gentle guy and he's very much the marrying type and come onlahhh, i'm sure the guy wants to get married before he turns 35

kyuhyunnie is another case where the dude himself is a very opinionated person. that whats so hot about him, is that he's so mature and he's very clever in making sure nobody really knows what he's really thinking. the way he writes too, very heavily crypted. god, its so hot. :P

looking at how kyuhyun got into the industry, again, like leeteuk, he knew what he was getting himself into and from listening to the 3rd album, its obvious that kyuhyun wants a singing career real badly and trust me, he will. sm will ensure of that because they do notice the talent that kry n sungmin has over the other guys when it comes to singing. you notice, these guys are not overworked too much like the other members are. they dont get huge dancing gigs, they dont have to get huge responsibilities like the other members

kyuhyun does not understand because he himself is not at the same position as hankyung.

so yes, hankyung, i support you

and yes, kyuhyun, i understand where you're coming from

and for the sake of your brotherhood, i only hope that you guys will forever be 13 guys who want to be with each other and care for each other

im not saying they should get it over with and super junior should just return, happily skipping along the stage, like nothing happened

no

what i'm saying is that i hope you guys can work together to overcome this problem and do whatever you want to do afterwards. because what matters now is not the shows, the concerts or the fanmeetings, what matters now for you guys is your friendship

on a happier note, :) i love my family :D

and i'm gonna really miss my sister :( but i know its all gonna be alright

till then, i'll have faith that true brotherhood will prevail

aliaaaaaaa

what the fuck

WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK

hankyung has recently filed in for his contract with SME to be terminated

WTF T.T

HANKYUNGGGGG, WHYYYYY

OH DEAR GOD WHY

SME released a statement saying that they would try to make things work with him but wtf thats exactly what u said for dbsk and that crap has not been settled yet

OH MY GOD i feel like crying like crap. *hyperventilates* i need consoling

T.T and kyu, i love you, but WHY THE HELL do u had to post that bloody thing on your cyworld.

'even a beast wont bite the hand that feeds it. i dont understand'

WT@#$@#%%#$# F IS THAT

T.T this can only mean that kyuhyun doesnt see eye to eye with hankyung and well, frankly, THAT SUCKS. argghhhhh. why must this happen to them? havent they gone through enough already?

they freakin trained for 10 BLOODY YEARS, worked their asses off every single day practising every single song, faking every single smile so that the world wont see how tired they are and how much they miss their families at home.

isnt it enough that hankyung had visa problems and had threats made against him?

that the day that donghae went back to see his father after never gtting to see him in 8 years or so is the day that his father dies?

that heechul, who insisted on attending donghae's father funeral got into an accident, injuring his leg that would ensure that he couldnt dance that much anymore?

that four of them got into another accident that made leeteuk go thru surgeries, taking shards of glasses of his back, and nearly killed kyuhyun?

that kibum doesnt even appear anywhere since their 3rd album?

that kangin OBVIOUSLY has a drinking problem and caused their crash to doom recently?

WHYYY IS THIS HAPPENINGGGGG T.T whyyyyyyyyy

aliaaaaa :( aliaaaaaaa whyyyyyyy did u let me care so much for these guys T.T

TOHOSHINKI

:D

omg omg omg omg omg

*fangirl screams*

dbsk released a new japanese single, breakout and its sounds so hot. cant wait for the mv, and the album. and i think its realy sweet that they inserted in lyrics, 'keeping the faith' just for their fans. that is super awesome.

its really great. have a listen :)



and yeah, been stuffing myself with boys over flowers, so that i cna see more bfore my trip to turkey. kinda excited for that too, gotta finish up reading on the place first though :P

anyway, kim bum i HELLA HOT.

that KILLER smile is just wowwww.

saw the trailer for his new movie, flight/emergency. (i dont know which is the right title) he looks good. and he plays a guy who works in a host club......

yeahhh... i am so watching this :)

i'd take the boys

heys people

went back to penang to visit my family this weekend. we decided to bring back adam n balqis with us, thats my family,the 4 of us back with us to penang. so yeah, adam had to sit on my lap the entire journey.

he was being weirdly quiet all through out the journey , though i must say, he must have really enjoyed the entire journey sitting on my legs. -.- god, my legs were completely NUMB after arriving. X) i couldnt walk normally, lol.

it was a nice weekend. weather's been a bit crazy though rite? aisshhh penang, one thing i dont miss about it is the HEAT. ZOMG the heat was killing me and then tiba-tiba pulak HUJAN NON STOP. its been like that for a while but i guess it'll be better.

so, guess what, this WILL be a free of suju post because i've actually found something to get my mind off super junior, meanwhile they're wrapping up promotions and 4th album is only coming out maybe in A YEAR OR SO T.T

was flipping thru channels, after HOURS of watching dora, animal mechanicals, ben10, putera shazlan, handy manny, dibo (which is effin annoying, i hate the characters, they're so WHINY)

and 8tv was showing boys over flowers so i decided to watch it

O.O and then it hit me

DEAR. GOD. MORE. KOREAN HOTNESS. gahhhh

minho is just O.O



kim bum reminds me so much of kyuhyun. dont really know why but that smile is so bloody gorgeous

so yes, let this be a new fangirl-dom for me because frankly, watching 5 minutes of super junior, NOT being together, is just really.. weird for me

been reading up on turkey for my trip next week. dear god, history is so dull. i mean, i can really see lah, istanbul was a major place for many civilizations but dear god, they keep switching to SO MANY PEOPLE. athens, skrg sparta pulak, then back to athens, then severus pulak, n then constantine pulak. and those guys built so many things. i keep looking back, macamlah i'm studying sejarah, nak memorize the names pulak :P

haish, gotta admit it

goddamnnn

i miss school

ps. LOL OMG CHECK OUT ENGRISH.COM FUNNY AS HELLL

:]

let it be known

that i, melor nungsari is for suju shirtlessness

and i just added pics of kyuhyun because he wasnt shirtless :( but he's still adorable

here's a video snsd n suju did together

seoul song

<3.<3>

HOTNESS 101

so for those of you who dont know, super junior recently released an acoustic and rearranged versions of sorry sorry and its you just for their fans in their 2nd super show album dvd (gotta get my hands on those one way or another btw)

so yeah they released and may i just say, THAT'S HOT.

i LOVE the remix for its you, sorry sorry remix is very catchy but i dont have the translations yet so i dont really know what they're saying -.-



JUST TO ADD TO MY HAPPINESS, they will be releasing a music video for the remix TODAY.



:D



NAK TAMBAH LAGI, super junior won three awards at the golden disk awards yesterday, winning what could be seen as best record of the year. :D



CONGRATULATIONSSSS!!!! :D :D



seriously though, the album is one of the best album i've ever heard, all the tracks are good. all of em :]



so, was watching the photos and stuff from the awards. TAEMIN looks sho cute :) he's so adorable and killer dance moves, dude.

but OMG WTH WHY DOES KYUHYUN LOOK LIKE EDWARD CULLEN

SME!!! WHY IS MY KYU SO PALE?????

omg feed him something lah! he's so pale and tired looking!!! but donghae's looking MIGHTY FINE in those shades. :( no kangin still. BUT where the hell is kibum?? what is the guy doing?? he srsly needs to be in at least one of the shows, his movie has already finished filming, so there is no reason why he shouldnt be with super junior.

and then they went and BLEW ME AWAY with their performance for sorry sorry remix and the original version. when kyu hit that high note, my heart just melted away into a puddle :D
lol i love how SHINee were so hyper during their performance :)

oh and yeah, siwon, you should totally be shirtless for EVERY performance ;)

in fact, you should ALL learn a thing or two from siwon :D

u guys should seriously watch it, especially you two, alia and leanne :)




T.T god i love you guys

.....you're beautiful

heys

:D

zomg

watched new moon

..... xD XD XD XD

do you catch the drift?

okay, first off, edward n bella's connection in the film sucks. like SUCKS. it just doesnt click together, and i'm sorry, robbie, but your acting needs to improve, you just looked so fake.

a big LOL to jasper's face. i was laughing like hell, seriously screwed the entire film for syazana and hawa and probably the lady sitting next to me. :P i think she was complaining bout me but i couldnt hear her becuz i was laughing too loud.

a bigger LOL and STFU to the breakup scene -.- like wtf was thaaaaat.

and an even bigger LOL to the werewolf clan yang macam tak ada duit nak beli baju.

:( poor jacob and his very gay clan of wolves (i mean dude, srsly, why are you constantly shirtless and like wearing shorts AND almost always walk out of the woods)

i mean, like. WTH-LAHHH

coming back to the topic, :( kesian jacob, takde baju nak pakai, come i buy you shirt. here's one:

:P haih, but gotta give it to jacob, DAYYYYMMMNNN BOY those abs are to DIE FOR.

edward, lu kena pergi gym banyak lagi :]

and maybe wax a little

so been filling in my time with random craft projects but starting to start with studying. cuz i only have two weeks b4 the trip to turkey. :)

wanted to share super junior's song from the repackaged album X)

she wants it. lol. this song kind makes me alugh cuz they're trying really hard to be really greasy n sleezy but they're SHO CUTE

it doesnt really work, but the beat is AWESOME

love u more. written by the one and only ryeowook, with help of sung min :D :D

its so sweet. damn ryeowook, you can compose!